28 December 2011

Dear Travis

Mummy miss you. Mummy going to have your little brother or sister on Saturday.

Mummy is so scared and worried. Maybe that is why Mummy have running nose and sore throat now.

Is my lovely Travis nice and warm up there? Mummy is sorry that Mummy cannot be with Travis, but after Mummy have finished everything that Mummy have to do on Earth, Mummy will be united with Mummy's Travis again.

Love you.

1 September 2011

Dear Travis

Mummy always think of you whenever I see wind blowing through the trees in the sunlight.

Misses you.

Always love you.

19 May 2011

Dear Travis

Are you ok up there? Mummy misses you a lot.

Mummy is going to a new department soon, I'm not sure whether it is good or bad. Wish Mummy good luck, ok?

Pictures of me last year bring back memories. I am very sad that you are not here, but Mummy will nver forget you. Even if the pictures are too painful for me to keep them, you will be in my heart forever and ever.

Mummy will let your little sisters and brothers knows you are ever with Mummy. Daddy and Mummy will never forget you, we promise.

Miss you very much.

Dear Travis

Mummy miss your Daddy too much.

I want to fly to US to be with him.

Travis will make sure Mummy have a safe trip, right?

Mummy loves you.

Dear Travis

Daddy went overseas for training and will only be back on end of April.
I miss him so much.

Help Mummy to watch over Daddy ok?

Mummy actually wanted to go too. But Mummy had a dream on Friday morning and woke up at 2pm sharp. I dream that there was a storm at the ocean, a very fierce one. There was a boat, and a girl fell into the ocean. When I try to reach out to save her, I saw that my hand was a skeleton and got a fright. I woke up at this point. Then there came the news of the Japan earthquake and tsunami. It happen at 1.46pm Singapore Time. Is this a coincidence or is it something else?

Daddy don't allow me to go with him when I told him this dream. Maybe something was telling me don't go, I will be in danger.

Mummy had weird dreams lately and always woke up at 2pm.

Weird.

Dear Travis

You should be 2 months in another 4 days. Mummy is missing you at my every waking hours.

Mummy was told that you don't like me, that was why you left. Is it true? Mummy don't believe it, but why Daddy believe so? Mummy is very hurt by Daddy's words. Mummy believe that Travis loves me. You do love Mummy, do you?

Mummy had a dream. Dreamt that I was in a unfamiliar place but there are lots of children. There appears a man, who told me to be brave and to move on to the future, and let you go.

Is that you? I have a werid feeling that it was you when I woke up suddenly.

Please believe that Mummy is trying her very very best to move on. Mummy loves you, more than you think I do.