Dear Travis

You should be 2 months in another 4 days. Mummy is missing you at my every waking hours.

Mummy was told that you don't like me, that was why you left. Is it true? Mummy don't believe it, but why Daddy believe so? Mummy is very hurt by Daddy's words. Mummy believe that Travis loves me. You do love Mummy, do you?

Mummy had a dream. Dreamt that I was in a unfamiliar place but there are lots of children. There appears a man, who told me to be brave and to move on to the future, and let you go.

Is that you? I have a werid feeling that it was you when I woke up suddenly.

Please believe that Mummy is trying her very very best to move on. Mummy loves you, more than you think I do.